I was running before Zoe and I split. In fact, I've been running my entire life. I wasn't good to her for way too long. Every time we got close I ran. I pushed her away in ways I'm ashamed of. Yet she was always there waiting for me with unconditional love and forgiveness. For the life of me I couldn't understand why she loved me as deeply as she did because truth be told, it scared the hell out of me. Scared me even more because I loved her more than any other woman I've ever met. Then after everything, I messed and she walked away. After all this time, I still can't get over her but now its time to get her I didn't expect to see him after all this time. I thought I was finally healing. Finally ready to pick up the pieces of my heart so that I could find someone new. Someone who would love me the way I loved him. Yet seeing Aiden has brought back a rush of emotions that are both good and bad. I tried so hard for so long to show him how much I loved him but it never worked. He would always do something to push me away. I'll always love him but at this point, I need to protect my heart at all costs. He was and will always be the love of my life but can I really move on?
