Southside Royalty: The King of H-Town: Volume 3

They killed my unborn child, and took a piece of me I’ll never get back. It shifted somethin’ I can’t put back. That type of pain don’t just hurt… it change you. It sit in your chest heavy, makin’ it hard to breathe, hard to think. I ain’t been right since. I ain’t felt like myself. Ain’t been myself.

I feel it in the way I move, in the way I pull back. Favour see it too. She still here, still holdin’ me up when I can barely stand under all this weight. She ain’t let go, not once. Not when I shut down, not when I give her every reason to walk away. She love me in a way that hurt… deep, all-consuming, the kind you feel in your soul. She want me to fight it, to let her in, to let her love be enough. But this type of pain… It don’t let you go. It don’t leave room for love, don’t leave space for nothin’ soft.

She don’t care. She still right here, touchin’ me like I ain’t broken, lookin’ at me like I’m still the man she fell for, beggin’ me not to let this turn me into somethin’ she can’t reach. And I want to. I swear I do. But I can’t.

All I see is red. All I feel is vengeance. Malice gotta pay. Ain’t no way I can take this loss and let it slide. If I gotta bleed the whole city to make it right, then so be it. And even if I make it through all this, my life ain’t never gon’ be the same…