Amish Abdication (Amish Love Conquests #2)
Saraah Sowell

Will you tell someone your darkest secrets? Rachel has to get rid of these secrets before she can find love again.
Rachel Byler misses her sister terribly, especially now that Lydia has married and gone off for a life with her new husband. She desperately wants to share her deepest secret, a tragic moment that has consumed her every waking moment for months. However, although those rumspringa days are long gone, she cannot cope with one dark night that haunts her dreams still.
One beautiful day, she meets someone who makes her rediscover her faith in God and dreams for the future. Even as something unexpected begins to blossom inside her, her nightmares return and threaten to strip her of the peace she’s so recently found. The handsome stranger needs her help, but first she must help herself or face a solitary life of darkness.
“Read this and decide if I really deserve a person as great as you. Because I feel I am not worthy. I don’t want to stir your life with another storm, Jonah. I love you. Enough to let you live happily without me,” Rachel said and swiftly walked away, as she didn’t want to break down in front of Jonah.
“Do you think my love is too weak to be put through such tests?” Jonah said softly as he stood face-to-face with Rachel. He had the paper in his hand, crumbled into a ball. “I love you, Rachel, and I will always love you…”
Jonah Burkholder has known his share of dark times, beginning when his best friend, his older brother David, decided to leave the family forever for a life in town after rumspringa. His Amish upbringing and strong love for his family leave him with a terrible decision to make: go and find his brother or stay with his family. He cannot have both, although he is torn about which choice is right for his life. When he meets pretty and innocent Rachel, his decision becomes doubly hard, as he’s finally found a bright spot in his dark life.
He must make a choice soon, because his heart is beginning to be swayed by his blossoming romance. He knows that he cannot hurt her, will not hurt her, by his indecision, but his love for his missing brother makes him feel that his heart is being ripped in half. Either decision he makes will mean giving someone up for the rest of his life, so it becomes a choice of which person is the higher priority within his broken heart.
Can Rachel shake her nightmares and finally forgive herself?
Should Jonah choose romance or brotherly love at this critical juncture in his life?
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>>> Amish Love Conquests Series in Reading Order
1. Amish Compassion, http://amzn.to/1shs8kw
2. Amish Abdication,
>>> The Amish Executive Series in Reading order
1. Amish Vengeance, http://amzn.to/1MlzWuS
2. Amish Acceptance, http://amzn.to/1VgXN1C
3. Amish Rescue, http://amzn.to/1NaPdPB
4. Amish True Love, http://amzn.to/1rG46PM
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>>> Amish Love’s Changes Series in Reading order
1. AMISH Romance; Promise of Love, http://amzn.to/1OmS2ac
2. AMISH Romance; Fight for Love, http://amzn.to/1MGfors
3. AMISH Romance; Made to Love, http://amzn.to/25pKG1c
4. AMISH Romance; Nothing But Love, http://amzn.to/1UCjARa
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>>> Amish Garden of Faith Series in Reading Order
1. AMISH Dreams, http://amzn.to/1U37QoV
2. AMISH Faith, http://amzn.to/1LcK6NC
3. AMISH Purpose, http://amzn.to/1R4otMB
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