The Racer Trials: Secrets in the Snow, # 4 (Secrets in the Snow #4)
Roz Marshall

Working with a promising young racer only adds to his confusion, making him question if leaving the racing circuit was the right decision. But at least Ben finds a new friend in her chaperone, Neil, who seems more at home in the world than Ben ever was. Having someone he can open up to for a change is a revelation for Ben, who has never felt comfortable anywhere - even with himself.
He faces hard decisions. He can fight for a coaching position which might convince him to stay in Scotland if he's selected, but he's torn by the desire to return to racing, and the lure of a gold medal. Afraid that either choice will leave him feeling disappointed and hollow, just like always, Ben is forced to look deep within himself and explore why nothing ever fits. But at least this time, he has a good friend to help him.
Please note:
British English spelling and grammar PG / PG-13 content This is a novella of approximately 25,000 words or 105 pages " The Racer Trials " is the 4th novella from the ' Secrets in the Snow ' series about a Scottish snowsports school
Whilst this is a stand-alone book, you might enjoy reading the series from the first episode, " Winter Arrives ".