Controlled Chaos (Love and Lyrics #1)
Nikki Ash
Rated: 3.81 of 5 stars
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· Steam/Spice level: 5 of 5
Explicit and plentiful [?]
· 21 ratings · 311 pages · Published: 30 May 2022

I’ve been in love with my best friend since high school.
My biggest regret? Walking away without telling her.
I planned to. But then catastrophe struck, making us part ways without a word.
She left for Boston with her fiancé, while I left for L.A. with my band–Raging Chaos.
For the next five years, I lived and breathed music, trying to forget the beautiful girl who shattered my heart without even knowing it.
Until I see her again…
I walked away once, and I've learned my lesson.
Layla is my forever, not another item in my pile of regrets.
And she's about to find that out.
Layla
The moment I saw Camden on stage, something inside me came to life.
His tragic song of unrequited love was a confession that had me questioning everything.
Five years might’ve changed who we are—he’s a rock star and I’m a single mom—but my feelings for him are as strong as ever.
His lyrics make falling in love seem easy. For him—maybe it is.
Only I’ve learned the hard way that real life isn’t as simple as writing a love song.
AUTHOR’S NOTE: Like real life, the characters are far from perfect, make morally gray decisions, and deal with subjects that may be sensitive for some readers. If you are looking for a safe romance, this series is not for you. Trigger warnings (which contain spoilers) can be found on my website.
Tagged as:
- contemporary 7
- single mother 6
- friends to lovers 5
- second chances 5
- insta-love 4
- pregnancy 4
- angst 4
- alpha male 3
- sassy heroine 3
- anal sex 3
- suspense 2
- love triangle 2
- high school 2
- dark romance 2
- other man/woman 2
- first person pov 2
- dual pov 2
- tortured heroine 2
- sweet/gentle heroine 2
- sweet/gentle hero 2
- rich hero 2
- rockstar hero 2
- m-f romance 2
- hurt/comfort 1
- workplace/office 1
- take-charge heroine 1
- independent heroine 1
- new adult 1
- height difference 1
- spanking 1
- possessive hero 1
- Add topics
- content warnings
- abuse 5
- rape 3
- graphic violence 1
- mental trauma 1
- misogyny 1
- slut shaming 1
- victim blaming 1
- suicide / ideation 1
- substance abuse 1
- death / grief 1
- birth-control non-consent 1
- mental illness 1
- geography
- usa 1
- north america 1
- new york state 1
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The 'Love and Lyrics' series
63 ratings 4.17 ·
contemporary · m-f · length-medium · rockstars · angst · friends to lovers · single-mother · other-man-woman · second chances · pregnancy · dual-pov · forced proximity · suicide · substance abuse · new adult · alpha male · death
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