Things I Wanted to Say (Lancaster Prep #1)
Monica Murphy
Rated: 3.37 of 5 stars
3.37
· Steam/Spice level: 5 of 5
Explicit and plentiful [?]
· 103 ratings · 528 pages · Published: 24 Jul 2021

Whit Lancaster burst into my life like a storm. Dark and thunderous, furious and fierce. Cold, heartless, and devastatingly beautiful, like the statues in our prep school gardens. The school with his family name on the sign. He can do no wrong here. This is his domain.
He’s a menace on campus. Adored and feared. Hated and respected. His taunting words carve into my skin, shredding me to ribbons. Yet his intense gaze scorches my blood, fills me with a longing I don’t understand.
When he comes to my rescue one night, he ends up broken. Bleeding. My instincts scream to leave and let him suffer, but I can’t. I sneak him into my room. Clean him up. Fall for his lies. Let him possess every single part of me until I’m the one left a gasping, broken mess.
Then he leaves me alone in the dead of night, taking my journal with him.
Now he knows all my secrets. My hate. My truth. And he promises to use my words against me. I’ll be ruined if my darkest secret gets out.
That’s when I strike a bargain with the devil.
I’ll let Whit Lancaster ruin me behind closed doors instead.
Each book in the Lancaster Prep series is
* Things I Wanted to Say
* A Million Kisses in Your Lifetime
* Promises We Meant to Keep
* I’ll Always Be With You
* You Said I Was Your Favorite
Tagged as:
- cruel hero/bully 10
- high school 10
- contemporary 10
- enemies to lovers 10
- angst 7
- rich hero 7
- dark romance 6
- bad boys 5
- tortured heroine 5
- possessive hero 3
- alpha male 3
- anal sex 3
- secret relationship 3
- forced proximity 2
- new adult 2
- young adult 2
- vengeance 2
- forbidden love 2
- friends with benefits 1
- class difference 1
- rich heroine 1
- competent heroine 1
- m-f romance 1
- plain heroine 1
- Add topics
- content warnings
- dubious consent 4
- abuse 3
- past sexual abuse 3
- slut shaming 3
- body betrayal 2
- victim blaming 1
- suicide / ideation 1
- child sexual abuse 1
- past child abuse 1
- alcoholism 1
- geography
- north america 1
- usa 1
- Format
- Audiobook
- dual pov 8
- first person pov 2
- male pov 1
romance tags
The 'Lancaster Prep' series
445 ratings 3.68 ·- Things I Wanted to Say by Monica Murphy Book #1
- A Million Kisses in Your Lifetime by Monica Murphy Book #2
- Promises We Meant to Keep by Monica Murphy Book #3
- I'll Always Be With You by Monica Murphy Book #4
- You Said I Was Your Favorite by Monica Murphy Book #5
- New Year's Day by Monica Murphy Book #6
contemporary · super rich hero · young adult · new adult · from hate to love · dual-pov · alpha male · explicit-open-door · friends to lovers · high-school · forced proximity · audiobook · virgin heroine · rich heroine · angst · length-long · bad boys · m-f · forbidden love · cruel hero
Lancaster Prep reading order and complete book list ❯