Waking up everyday began to feel like a huge burden, not being able to think straight about how my day is going to be like and how I am going to navigate through her constant naggings and her daily episodes.... "I told you to stay away from her and you still went behind my back again !" there she was in front of the mirror blocking me and making the morning even worse than it could be , well I got myself into this ,I began to recall the times it was great and wished it stayed that way , but that was a long time ago.I sighed deeply and Rebecca just stood there expecting an apology for something that didn't carry any weight . I smiled and told myself : this cannot continue anymore
