The Perfect Christmas (Big L' Ranch #4)
Karen Tucci

Wracked with guilt over his wife’s passing, cattleman Sean Lawrence isolates himself, believing he isn’t deserving of life after failing to protect her. The deepening connection with Violet rekindles the exhilarating spark, like the heady rush of a new romance.
Will Sean forgive himself and choose to live, or will he pass up the gift God has given him?