not embarrassed: Belladonna's Story (Sweet Tomorrows #2)

I’ve tried the ‘till death do us part’ thing…
Act like a lady.
Be the perfect little housewife and mother.
I’ve followed the rules for my entire life. And where did that get me?
A loveless marriage.
My sons in jail.
And my daughter… my beautiful daughter that tried her hardest to become me and paid the price for it now has to have a security team all the time.
A security team that’s filled with divinely handsome men.
What’s so wrong about a grandmother having fun with her daughter’s bodyguard?
The only one I’m attracted to is completely out of bounds… at least in public. I can’t be seen dating a man that much younger than me, but in private I don’t mind breaking the rules.
Matthew is smart, funny, thoughtful, kind, not to mention he can throw a knife almost as well as I can.
Why can’t he break the rules with me?