Everything I Want Series by Natalie Barnes

"I can’t freaking believe this! Me, Sophia Mancini, and my band just got signed with a major recording label! And that’s not all. We get to open for Undead Society on tour! I’ve always had a thing for their lead singer, Tristan Scott. He’s dangerously sexy. Finally meeting him, I soon realize that Tristan is nothing more than an arrogant, conceited prick! He gets off on making this tour difficult for me as much as possible... more"I can’t freaking believe this! Me, Sophia Mancini, and my band just got signed with a major recording label! And that’s not all. We get to open for Undead Society on tour! I’ve always had a thing for their lead singer, Tristan Scott. He’s dangerously sexy. Finally meeting him, I soon realize that Tristan is nothing more than an arrogant, conceited prick! He gets off on making this tour difficult for me as much as possible. But it’s so worth putting up with his arrogance when I feel that high I get when performing. Not even Tristan can take that away from me. He intimidates and excites me all at the same time. Trying to put up a front that he doesn’t affect me, I find that it’s getting incredibly harder to pretend. Every time that I’m around him, I feel myself weakening. He’s trying to break me, dominate me, and take me." less

Some who see me, see that I'm a rock star. Others see me just by my appearance...or my talent. But one woman, just one, saw past all that. Even when I dragged her through the f*cking dirt she got back up and dusted herself off. Her blue eyes pierced right through me, weakening me. Her voice soothed, calmed me. She riled me up and got me going, then slammed on the brakes. Then I f*cked everything up... I hate everything right now, but I really wish I could hate her... moreSome who see me, see that I'm a rock star. Others see me just by my appearance...or my talent. But one woman, just one, saw past all that. Even when I dragged her through the f*cking dirt she got back up and dusted herself off. Her blue eyes pierced right through me, weakening me. Her voice soothed, calmed me. She riled me up and got me going, then slammed on the brakes. Then I f*cked everything up... I hate everything right now, but I really wish I could hate her. It would make things so much fucking easier if I could. But I cant... I'm f*cking in love with her. ~Tristan less

I fucked up. This wasn't supposed to happen, not now, not ever! I think? Shit. I don't know what to think anymore. These last two years have turned my life upside down. Right when I finally think I have everything going exactly how I want it, something always fucking happens. But this something is not so easily forgotten. Part of me wishes it could be, but the other...wants this more than anything. I have never been so scared in my entire life as I am right now... moreI fucked up. This wasn't supposed to happen, not now, not ever! I think? Shit. I don't know what to think anymore. These last two years have turned my life upside down. Right when I finally think I have everything going exactly how I want it, something always fucking happens. But this something is not so easily forgotten. Part of me wishes it could be, but the other...wants this more than anything. I have never been so scared in my entire life as I am right now. I feel so alone. He won't want this. He won't want me. But what if? What fucking if? He does... Tristan, I'd give this part of me for you... ~Sophia less