K.D. West's Let It Be Series by K.D. West

Sometimes, darkness gives way to lightHelen was supposed to be heading on her honeymoon — off on a sexy trip to Fiji with her long-time fiancé. Her cheating, sleaze-bag, lying fiancé.And so she is off on a trip to the mountains with her best friend Tommy and Tommy's husband Al. Instead of sun and sand, she's heading off to silence and snow.And snow. And snow... moreSometimes, darkness gives way to lightHelen was supposed to be heading on her honeymoon — off on a sexy trip to Fiji with her long-time fiancé. Her cheating, sleaze-bag, lying fiancé.And so she is off on a trip to the mountains with her best friend Tommy and Tommy's husband Al. Instead of sun and sand, she's heading off to silence and snow.And snow. And snow.A blizzard traps Helen and the two men in their car overnight, where they discover a path to happiness that turns out to have been as inevitable as it is unexpected.(FMM bisexual romance, polyamory)Preview:After another minute or three of awkward silence, Helen muttered, “So. You guys feeling as uncomfortable as I am?”“Yes,” said Tommy through gritted teeth.“No,” said Al, a smirk clearly present in his voice.“No?” Tommy snapped.His husband chuckled. “No, Tommy. Because I’ve figured this was coming for about four years.”“This?” Helen and Tommy asked together.“You’ll forgive me, both of you, but there are three things that have been clear to me for a long time. One: my husband and his best friend find each other very attractive. Two: I am very drawn to you myself, Helen, and get the sense that you find me less than repulsive.”Helen let out a grunt of assent.“And three: Helen’s Ben preferred the company of twinks.” Al’s hand patted Helen’s hip in apology. “I’m sorry I didn’t say anything, Helen. I assumed you knew.”“Not your fault I was stupid.”“Not stupid. Just in love with the wrong guy.” He hugged her, his lips brushing her ear.“Fair.” And suddenly Helen was very clear about what this was. This was her and two men she trusted — even now, when she couldn’t trust herself — sharing intimacy she’d been hungry for for a month. And, as she granted the rightness of Al’s statements, she also had to grant it was something her body had wanted for a lot longer than that. “Tommy?”He was shivering against her, teeth chattering, and tightly as they were packed, Helen was fairly sure it wasn’t because of the snowy night. “Helen. Al.”“Hey, Al?”A flare of complete abandon roared through Helen then, melting any of the ice that the cold and the end of her relationship with Ben might have left.“Yeah?”“Did watching me prance around the office in my undies really get Tommy hard?”“Oh, yeah.”Tommy gave a laugh that sounded more than a little like a sob.Helen couldn’t stand it. She leaned the few inches between them and placed her lips against his.Frozen for a moment — cold, unmoving — at last Tommy melted into the kiss. less

What happens when your nightmare wanders into your happily-ever-after dream?If Helen has anything to say about it, it isn't going to end well for the nightmareHelen, Tommy, and Al have reached their gold at the end of the rainbow. Their ride off into the sunset. Their polyamorous honeymoon on an idyllic tropical beach.Unfortunately, a cloud from Helen's past threatens to darken their paradise... moreWhat happens when your nightmare wanders into your happily-ever-after dream?If Helen has anything to say about it, it isn't going to end well for the nightmareHelen, Tommy, and Al have reached their gold at the end of the rainbow. Their ride off into the sunset. Their polyamorous honeymoon on an idyllic tropical beach.Unfortunately, a cloud from Helen's past threatens to darken their paradise. Will her wonderful new relationship with her best friend Tommy and his husband Al survive the arrival of her former fiancé... and his new wife?Preview:Helen was happy.Of course she was happy. Why wouldn’t she be happy? She had every reason to be happy.Here she was, walking down the path from the beachside, open-walled cabin where she’d left her lovers, Al and Tommy, back asleep after an amazing morning of passion — of passion for real, as Tommy put it. Passion with a purpose. Passion to make the baby they all wanted.She could feel the remainder of that passion as she sauntered down the sandy path toward the yoga studio, her rolled mat over her shoulder. It felt wonderful.It felt… terrifying. less

Sometimes, home is a place you've never been before Helen is coming home -- coming back from the amazing, life-changing, unplanned honeymoon in Fiji with her husband Tommy... and their husband Al. Coming back to her real life.Only it isn't the life she left. How can she face an office full of coworkers? Worse, how can she face her family?With Al and Tommy, she'll just have to find a way... moreSometimes, home is a place you've never been before Helen is coming home -- coming back from the amazing, life-changing, unplanned honeymoon in Fiji with her husband Tommy... and their husband Al. Coming back to her real life.Only it isn't the life she left. How can she face an office full of coworkers? Worse, how can she face her family?With Al and Tommy, she'll just have to find a way. (FMM LGBT romance, polyamory) Preview: By the time they made it back up to their office, Helen was crying, and wasn’t sure why in the name of al-Khwarizmi that might be. “You okay?” asked Tommy, stroking her hair. “Yes!” Helen turned and began to snivel into his chest. He stroked her back. “I… I shouldn’t have… outed you — us — like that. Sorry.” “S-s-s’okay!” she howled, and wept on. They stood there for a moment, her wailing, him trying to comfort her. Eventually, he sat in the big captain’s chair that Al had bought him a few Christmases back, and she curled in his lap. He rocked her there, kissing the top of her head, his arms wrapped tight around her. Abandoning her body to crying, Helen tried to attack the question of what had upset her with logic — her tool of choice. Was she embarrassed that Tommy had shown their coworkers her ring? Was she embarrassed that she was married to not one but two men who, before the break, she had assumed were gay? Was she upset to admit that her former fiancé was a lying, cheating scumbag? Unfortunately, logic had nothing to do with the matter. Feelings flooded through her, scintillescent, coruscating, opaque. Grief, shame, joy, pride… Love. She loved Tommy. She loved Al. She loved what they had all found together. The seventeen days since they spent the night trapped in the back of Poppy, Al’s California-gold SUV, had given her proof after proof that they loved her. The commitment she had found with them felt far more solid and substantial than the one she had attempted to construct over five years with Ben. Love. Love is not all sunlight and butterflies. It is also a terrifying leap into the inky, lightning-filled abyss. But at least it is a leap with someone. Someones. less