Self Destruct (Destroy #1)
K.D. Carrillo

Aiden Ryan lives with constant self-hatred. He allowed those close to him to manipulate his life for their own gain, because he felt he deserved it. He was resigned to marry a woman he didn't love, until he met Becca.
Becca and Aiden try and let go of their painful pasts to be together, but will their pasts let go of them?