Was I Ever Here (Was I Ever #1)
Naomi Loud
Rated: 3.59 of 5 stars
3.59
· Steam/Spice level: 4 of 5
Explicit open door [?]
· 20 ratings · 334 pages · Published: 12 Aug 2022
But I didn’t stay dead.
I woke up changed and remembered far too much. I have been haunted by the memories of my past lives ever since.
For five years I’ve had the illogical certainty that I’ve spent lifetimes connected to the same soul.
Lifetimes of love, heartache, and betrayal. But was I destined to find them again?
As fate would have it, while seeking revenge for my death, my murderer led me straight to her.
Sunny.
The first time I saw her, she was trembling with fear behind the bar as I held a gun to her boss’ head. Instantly, I knew she was the one.
She was terrified of me, but now that I’ve found her, there’s no way I’m letting her go.
She will be mine again.
All she needs to do is remember.
*Was I Ever Here is a dark romance with a guaranteed HEA. It has mature situations and themes which may be considered triggers for some. Reader discretion is advised.*
Tagged as:
- dark romance 5
- contemporary 4
- fantasy 4
- paranormal 4
- enemies to lovers 4
- fated mates 4
- grumpy & sunshine 3
- historical 3
- praise kink 3
- time travel 2
- m-f romance 2
- childfree 1
- working class heroine 1
- bisexuality 1
- workplace/office 1
- possessive hero 1
- fighter hero 1
- tortured hero 1
- rich hero 1
- bad boys 1
- alpha male 1
- sassy heroine 1
- independent heroine 1
- tortured heroine 1
- tall heroine 1
- mafia 1
- fighting/mma/boxing 1
- class difference 1
- forced proximity 1
- masc-dom 1
- bdsm 1
- primal/chase play 1
- exhibitionism 1
- urban fantasy 1
- insta-love 1
- second chances 1
- hurt/comfort 1
- breeding 1
- found family 1
- cruel hero/bully 1
- Add topics
- content warnings
- suicide / ideation 2
- graphic violence 2
- mental illness 2
- self harm 2
- mental trauma 1
- misogyny 1
- alcoholism 1
- past child neglect 1
- past child abuse 1
- dubious consent 1
- miscarriage / infertility 1
- death / grief 1
- torture of side characters 1
- queerphobia 1
- geography
- north america 1
- usa 1
- california 1
- Format
- Audiobook
- male pov 2
- dual pov 2
- first person pov 2
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The 'Was I Ever' series
3.89 · 58 ratings
contemporary · audiobook · forced proximity · male-pov · dual-pov · first-person-pov · dark · graphic-violence · alpha male · m-f · suspense · from hate to love · abuse · mafia · religious-trauma · death · length-medium · bad boys · hurt-comfort · grumpy sunshine
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