If I Were To Die (Artificial Suicide #1)
L.A. Cannon
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· 8 ratings · 356 pages · Published: 13 Nov 2024
At least that was how Noah Sørensen felt as he reflected on his past. His struggles. His mistakes. The happy moments, the sad ones, and, of course, him. Kaj Larsen.
They grew up together in a small town, navigating through the confusion of puberty as they figured themselves out and fell in love for the first time. But then tragedy hit, triggering a series of events that gave way to a painful end.
Until their paths cross again, toying with the thin line between attraction and hate.
It’s the worst idea ever, bound for failure and agony. Yet neither of them is strong enough to fight their most primal desires.
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Tagged as:
- gay romance 2
- queer romance 2
- east asian mc 2
- demisexual hero 2
- rockstar hero 2
- tortured hero 2
- contemporary 2
- bisexuality 2
- queer awakening 2
- anal sex 2
- spanking 2
- friends with benefits 2
- friends to lovers 2
- second chances 2
- other man/woman 2
- enemies to lovers 1
- dark romance 1
- angst 1
- young adult 1
- new adult 1
- caretaking 1
- hurt/comfort 1
- masc-dom 1
- bdsm 1
- found family 1
- high school 1
- small town 1
- bad boys 1
- cruel hero/bully 1
- sweet/gentle hero 1
- possessive hero 1
- virgin hero 1
- Add topics
- content warnings
- body betrayal 2
- dubious consent 2
- mental trauma 2
- mental illness 2
- past child abuse 2
- death / grief 2
- substance abuse 2
- alcoholism 2
- drug abuse 2
- child sexual abuse 2
- non-consent between mcs 1
- no hea 1
- self harm 1
- abuse 1
- abuse between mcs 1
- past child neglect 1
- past abuse 1
- third party abuse 1
- past sexual abuse 1
- third party sexual assault 1
- Format
- third person pov 2
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The 'Artificial Suicide' series
4.49 · 20 ratings
angst · friends to lovers · past-child-abuse · tortured hero · self harm · hurt-comfort · anal sex · possessive hero · rockstars · caretaking · past-abuse · mental-trauma · bisexual · mental illness · queer · past-child-neglect · past-sexual-abuse · rape-non-mc · from hate to love · denmark
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