Stationed in Germany, Serving at the Hole: An M/M Erotic Memoir of Army Life, Secret Connections, and Discovering Himself in 1990s Germany (The Hole ... Time Confessions in all their Glory #5)
Knox Barrington
Bailey Rittman didn’t expect to find himself overseas. But when this young Tennessee soldier is stationed in Germany in the mid-1990s, a single circular hole carved in the wall of a toilet stall sets off a journey of desire, secrecy, and identity that will shape his life forever.
In this raw and unfiltered gay military memoir, Bailey shares the story he’s never told anyone…not his friends, not his family, not even his lovers. From his first trembling touch in that hidden stall to the anonymous men who gave him what he was truly craving, Bailey’s experiences one night at the gloryhole are just the beginning. What starts as excitement becomes ritual. What begins in darkness becomes truth.
Yearning, heat, and quiet heartbreak all collide in this unforgettable M/M erotic confessional. Set against the backdrop of Army discipline and German indulgence, Stationed in Germany, Serving at the Hole is a story of gloryholes, manhood, and becoming who you were always meant to be .
If you
Gay military romance with secrets behind closed doorsSteamy M/M gloryhole confessions that blur the line between anonymity and intimacyFirst-time gay experiences told with raw honesty and southern charmErotic memoirs that feel too true not to beLust, longing, and late-night encounters in off-limits placesComing-of-age stories set in 1990s GermanyGay soldier stories unfolding in smoky NCO clubs and backroom barsMan-on-man action in gritty, real-world settingsErotica with emotional depth, written for grown men who’ve lived some life---
The tension in that German NCO club toilet was so thick you could cut it with a bayonet. A masterclass in erotic pacing and vulnerable storytelling, every detail from the sweat on Bailey’s drink to the men speaking German made it feel lived in . Like someone finally telling the truth about what happened overseas.”
— Fritz Johanssen, M4MReads.de
“Equal parts confession booth and wet fantasy, this book doesn’t flinch from the messy, beautiful truths of male desire. Barrington’s voice is unflinchingly honest, his scenes so vividly rendered you’ll smell the beer and feel the cool tiles of the stall walls.”
— Julian Tran, SteamLit Weekly
“The military setting, the hidden urges, the anonymous pleasure... I didn’t expect to feel so much, or be so turned on. The story unfolded like a memory, a dark, hot, whispered one, and it left me flushed and wanting more. ”
— Rafe Ortega, Gay Reads & Recs Substack
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