Soldiers of Chaos MC Series Series by A.A. Askevold

There is darkness lurking inside us all. What would you do to escape yours? Nikki grew up in the Soldiers of Chaos Motorcycle Club and as far as women in MC's go she's somewhat of an anomaly. Nikki's one of very few patched female members in the existence of outlaw motorcycle clubs. Between club business and the long running love triangle between her, the club's VP and his best friend Nikki's life is complicated to say the least. Or at least she thought it was... moreThere is darkness lurking inside us all. What would you do to escape yours? Nikki grew up in the Soldiers of Chaos Motorcycle Club and as far as women in MC's go she's somewhat of an anomaly. Nikki's one of very few patched female members in the existence of outlaw motorcycle clubs. Between club business and the long running love triangle between her, the club's VP and his best friend Nikki's life is complicated to say the least. Or at least she thought it was. Then she discovers her mother murdered. The event unleashes something dark that had been laying dormant inside her all this time and leads her down a dangerous path into the arms of an equally dark and powerful man. How far will she go to quiet the dark inside her? What will be left of her when she does? Walker 'Tex' King and Trace Deveraux have been in love with the same woman since they were kids. But she's no ordinary woman. She is the darling of their MC, the daughter of the club's man-at-arms and the strongest most stubborn woman they know. Their precarious balance is made more difficult by Tex and Trace's friendship and Nikki's unwillingness to break either of their hearts by choosing one over the other. They've nearly lost her once before and when she pulls away from them embarking on a mission of self-destruction the fight is on to bring her back. As events unfold they discover there is more to the murder of Nikki's mum than first appears. They begin to uncover an interwoven web of coincidences, lies and cover ups that will lead them to nowhere good. Chaos Abounds.......... less

The most important rule in the world of the outlaw MC is 'Club first. Always.' Everything she has, her club, her patch and the love of those two men, is riding on her ability to keep her stuff locked up tight. She'd left Cole in the past and locked away the darkness in a prison built of determination, will and her love for Tex and Trace. The problem with the past though is that it doesn't always stay there. Now that they had Nikki back Trace was determined not to let her go... moreThe most important rule in the world of the outlaw MC is 'Club first. Always.' Everything she has, her club, her patch and the love of those two men, is riding on her ability to keep her stuff locked up tight. She'd left Cole in the past and locked away the darkness in a prison built of determination, will and her love for Tex and Trace. The problem with the past though is that it doesn't always stay there. Now that they had Nikki back Trace was determined not to let her go. He had a plan, an unorthodox plan he'd admit but one that would keep her focused on the club and on he and Tex. But even the best laid plans don't always turn out the way you want them to. Tex is constantly haunted by that night, Nikki's bloodied back and the screams of agony she'd made when Doc treated her. He would do anything not to see her hurt like that again. That was why he agreed to Trace's plan, why they'd all agreed to Trace's plan. It also meant he'd finally get her back where she belonged, in his arms. As the Soldiers of Chaos MC's man-at-arms Nikki's father, 'Reaper' Jones, was constantly putting the club first, to the point where he sacrificed everything including his relationship with his daughter for the sake of the club. So when Nikki finds out that her old man has an illness whose symptoms will jeopardise the safety of himself and the club, she intervenes and negotiates a compromise. She will allow him to keep his condition hidden from the club for a short time under one condition, she becomes his shadow. The death of a brother, Reaper's illness and implications they have a traitor in their midst plunge Nikki into turmoil both inside and out. What will she find among the chaos? less