Living A Lie Series by M.L. Kacy

In your early adult years, you think that you know it all. Well that’s how I was looking back on my life. Nearly nineteen-years later, it’s true what they say, you always learn by your mistakes, mistakes make you into a stronger person. Boy, did I make a hell of a lot of mistakes. I never thought that my life would turn out the way that it did. There are only four things that I would never regret, my four beautiful children. They were, and still are, my saving grace, my redemption of sorts... moreIn your early adult years, you think that you know it all. Well that’s how I was looking back on my life. Nearly nineteen-years later, it’s true what they say, you always learn by your mistakes, mistakes make you into a stronger person. Boy, did I make a hell of a lot of mistakes. I never thought that my life would turn out the way that it did. There are only four things that I would never regret, my four beautiful children. They were, and still are, my saving grace, my redemption of sorts. When the darkness became too much, thoughts of them would pull me into the light. This is my story, it’s not a story that is all sweetness and light. It’s a story of love, regret, devastation, darkness and maybe a little redemption. So here we are, I shall start from the beginning. Part One. ***Disclaimer- Some of the content in this book can cause triggers for some. Also, contains profanity, erotic scenes and only suitable for readers 18+***. less

Darkness surrounds me, a dreary, cold, place with no escape. Feeling lost, alone and confused I’m sucked deep into my own mind. A place I soon became comfortable in, a place where I can hide. The darkness becomes my respite, my shelter. A buffer from the devastation of my own broken dreams. Trapped in my own mind I search in circles for. answers. Surviving but not living, my heart bleeding and broken from my loss. Torn up by guilt, thoughts of being punished for some perceived fault... moreDarkness surrounds me, a dreary, cold, place with no escape. Feeling lost, alone and confused I’m sucked deep into my own mind. A place I soon became comfortable in, a place where I can hide. The darkness becomes my respite, my shelter. A buffer from the devastation of my own broken dreams. Trapped in my own mind I search in circles for. answers. Surviving but not living, my heart bleeding and broken from my loss. Torn up by guilt, thoughts of being punished for some perceived fault. Confusion and turmoil become my only companions. I need to start living again they tell me - but could I? Do I have the strength to crawl my way out of my own mind? Then again, do I really want to? If I do escape the void will I still be me and if not, can I accept the person I’ve become? Follow my journey in part two of my Living A Lie Series. ***Disclaimer- Some of the content in this book can cause triggers for some. Also, contains profanity, erotic scenes, sexual abuse and only suitable for readers 18+***. less