The day I went to the courthouse with a gun in my bag, I thought the end of my life would be the end of my suffering. No more pain or fear, just bliss. Quiet. Dark. Then I woke up in a hospital bed with his eyes staring into mine, and I was lost. He's charged with protecting me. I shouldn't tempt him, but he makes me wicked. The more he pushes me away, the harder I cling. But when the darkness surges back in a way I never thought possible, I'm ready to let it take me... moreThe day I went to the courthouse with a gun in my bag, I thought the end of my life would be the end of my suffering. No more pain or fear, just bliss. Quiet. Dark. Then I woke up in a hospital bed with his eyes staring into mine, and I was lost. He's charged with protecting me. I shouldn't tempt him, but he makes me wicked. The more he pushes me away, the harder I cling. But when the darkness surges back in a way I never thought possible, I'm ready to let it take me. Only now, he's decided he's not letting go. less