The Dirty Heroes Collection Series by Dee Palmer

Cruel Water. I’m not a sadist by choice,. I’m a sadist by design,. Cursed to inflict pain on others. And yet I find no pleasure in it,. Only a moment of release from my eternal torment. And yet, it’s not enough. I’m not a sadist,. I’m a monster. One night changed all that,. One night she dragged me from the oceans dark depths. Cresting the cruel waters she came to my rescue, like an angel. A mermaid. And now I’m going crazy and don’t know what to believe... moreCruel Water. I’m not a sadist by choice,. I’m a sadist by design,. Cursed to inflict pain on others. And yet I find no pleasure in it,. Only a moment of release from my eternal torment. And yet, it’s not enough. I’m not a sadist,. I’m a monster. One night changed all that,. One night she dragged me from the oceans dark depths. Cresting the cruel waters she came to my rescue, like an angel. A mermaid. And now I’m going crazy and don’t know what to believe. Was she real? Did she truly soothe my demons and take away my pain? How am I even alive? So many questions taunt me. So many answer evade my grasp. What is true? What is real? What to believe? All I know for sure is I have to find her again,. I have to know,. Can she really save me from myself? less

Cruel Water. I’m not a sadist by choice,. I’m a sadist by design,. Cursed to inflict pain on others. And yet I find no pleasure in it,. Only a moment of release from my eternal torment. And yet, it’s not enough. I’m not a sadist,. I’m a monster. One night changed all that,. One night she dragged me from the oceans dark depths. Cresting the cruel waters she came to my rescue, like an angel. A mermaid. And now I’m going crazy and don’t know what to believe... moreCruel Water. I’m not a sadist by choice,. I’m a sadist by design,. Cursed to inflict pain on others. And yet I find no pleasure in it,. Only a moment of release from my eternal torment. And yet, it’s not enough. I’m not a sadist,. I’m a monster. One night changed all that,. One night she dragged me from the oceans dark depths. Cresting the cruel waters she came to my rescue, like an angel. A mermaid. And now I’m going crazy and don’t know what to believe. Was she real? Did she truly soothe my demons and take away my pain? How am I even alive? So many questions taunt me. So many answer evade my grasp. What is true? What is real? What to believe? All I know for sure is I have to find her again,. I have to know,. Can she really save me from myself? less