I gave up everything, even my divinity...Yet, here I am finding myself with a second chance. You know what I say to my second chance? F*ck it and F*ck you.I don’t need it. What I need is to get lost, to forget. The one attempt I had at changing my life, I was given the cruelest joke of life. I told you; I don’t need it or her. What the f*ck is your problem? Leave me alone. Let me be. I don’t intend on loving or apologizing to her, even though I caused her scar... moreI gave up everything, even my divinity...Yet, here I am finding myself with a second chance. You know what I say to my second chance? F*ck it and F*ck you.I don’t need it. What I need is to get lost, to forget. The one attempt I had at changing my life, I was given the cruelest joke of life. I told you; I don’t need it or her. What the f*ck is your problem? Leave me alone. Let me be. I don’t intend on loving or apologizing to her, even though I caused her scar. I’m not saying she deserves it but f*ck sometimes, you hand us shit that we have to put up with. I don’t like the way she eyes me. The way I have the potential of losing myself in her eyes. I am not for anyone. You hear me? So, take this up with someone else. Not Me.Nihility; It’s how I feel. It’s how I am. How I’ll always be...All I feel is nothingness.Gideon Del Rey less
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