"I can't help but seek Luc & Alec's attention when they look at me like I'm the only woman in the world. Because as it turns out--for the two loves of my life - I am." ~Merlot LaRueLuc Grimaldi and Alec West are my best friends, and they're hopelessly in love. With each other. But after a drunken threesome made me realize I was in love with them both, I moved out and moved on so Luc and Alec could chase their happily ever after without me in the way... more"I can't help but seek Luc & Alec's attention when they look at me like I'm the only woman in the world. Because as it turns out--for the two loves of my life - I am." ~Merlot LaRueLuc Grimaldi and Alec West are my best friends, and they're hopelessly in love. With each other. But after a drunken threesome made me realize I was in love with them both, I moved out and moved on so Luc and Alec could chase their happily ever after without me in the way.Now just days after returning to New York City - unemployed and avoiding a stalker ex-fiance - Luc drops a bombshell: He and Alec aren't gay, they're bisexual. And Poly. They're both in love with me and want to commit to a relationship, the three of us.What the hell do I do now?The right thing . . . I turn them down. Again.But Luc and Alec don't take my rejection well, and they scheme to prove to me that this thing could really work. Two weeks later, an invitation arrives to a Valentine's day Masquerade Ball at Scandal, an elusive private club in the Hamptons, offering me the possibility of accepting Luc and Alec's love in a polyamorous world I never knew existed.Am I Poly? Can Luc and Alec share me? Can I really share two men?After denying my feelings for so long, much is riding on one night to prove to my fragile heart that just maybe, I can finally accept Luc and Alec's love in a world that may never accept us.Author Note(s):Merlot is a steamy MMF Ménage Poly Romance originally published in 2018. This updated (2021) version has added scenes and chapters leading up to Luc and Alec's stories! FYI, EVERY Boys of Summer story/series (including this one) contains light to med. BDSM scenes & themes, wickedly fun sex, and lots of bad words. Happy Reading! XO, Caia & Daniel less