Out of sight, out of mind is nothing but a hoax. There wasn’t a day I didn’t think of Caroline while I was away. There are a million moments in our lives, and they would pop into my mind at the most random times. Sitting in the bullpen, waiting for my rotation to pitch, was the most common. My desire to share everything about my new life with her was intense. I know now that I should have acted on my feelings sooner, but fear of rejection kept me from calling her... moreOut of sight, out of mind is nothing but a hoax. There wasn’t a day I didn’t think of Caroline while I was away. There are a million moments in our lives, and they would pop into my mind at the most random times. Sitting in the bullpen, waiting for my rotation to pitch, was the most common. My desire to share everything about my new life with her was intense. I know now that I should have acted on my feelings sooner, but fear of rejection kept me from calling her. Then she became engaged, and I thought I’d lost my chance. Thankfully her ex-fiance is out of the picture and nothing is standing in my way this time. less