Earth Lost Series by Ellara Brentwood

Fated mates, bonds, she was a helpless romantic for that sort of thing, but they weren’t real . When I woke up, Earth was lost. Gone in a way that meant I would never see it again and I was in a room with four utterly inhuman men who looked at me like I was their own personal miracle. The place I found myself, they call it Meraki, it’s beautiful but it’s not home, it’s not where my heart belongs. But Earth is lost, and I’ll have to find my way to a new normal... moreFated mates, bonds, she was a helpless romantic for that sort of thing, but they weren’t real . When I woke up, Earth was lost. Gone in a way that meant I would never see it again and I was in a room with four utterly inhuman men who looked at me like I was their own personal miracle. The place I found myself, they call it Meraki, it’s beautiful but it’s not home, it’s not where my heart belongs. But Earth is lost, and I’ll have to find my way to a new normal. But here I have support, here the impossible things I used to read and dream about are real. But not everyone welcomes the return of the bonds, not everyone is happy with the new residents of Miraki. But I have them, and I have a decision to make. I have to decide to accept them, accept this new world, or let my heart be lost along with my old home. And if I choose acceptance, then together we’ll take on the ones that reject us. less

I didn’t know, couldn’t tell, I could only feel and what I felt scared me. When I woke I had no idea where I was, I was only half certain of who I was and all I knew was that I had to get out. So I ran, immediately lost in a place where nothing was even remotely familiar and everything was just slightly wrong. But then I met Alena, and through her the men that she said were to be my protectors and guides now that Earth was lost... moreI didn’t know, couldn’t tell, I could only feel and what I felt scared me. When I woke I had no idea where I was, I was only half certain of who I was and all I knew was that I had to get out. So I ran, immediately lost in a place where nothing was even remotely familiar and everything was just slightly wrong. But then I met Alena, and through her the men that she said were to be my protectors and guides now that Earth was lost. But Earth was lost and even though it shouldn’t, the lack and the deaths of so many hurt my soul. And not everyone wants what is being offered to me. I’m not even sure that I want what is being offered to me. It’s almost too intimate, too perfect, but I’m starting to care and it’s starting to scare me less as the days go by. And then I have to make a choice. A choice to accept or a choice to reject what is offered and the fulcrum of the planet rests on that decision. But the choice is mine and I think I know what I want. less

Why me? Why now? What was I supposed to do? I never thought the universe was empty. Having it verified didn’t surprise me. What surprised me was what I woke to in the city of Delmon. The four men I woke to were nothing I’d ever imagined but what they were and what I felt hit me like a truck. Earth was lost, all those lives gone in an instant except the ones that the magic of Miraki had managed to save... moreWhy me? Why now? What was I supposed to do? I never thought the universe was empty. Having it verified didn’t surprise me. What surprised me was what I woke to in the city of Delmon. The four men I woke to were nothing I’d ever imagined but what they were and what I felt hit me like a truck. Earth was lost, all those lives gone in an instant except the ones that the magic of Miraki had managed to save. But I wasn’t lost, and I needed to make my way in this new place, needed to find who I was and where I was needed so I could find a new normal. But they stand beside me, guard every step I take as I search for the new normal I need. I don’t want to love them, I promised I would never put myself there after what happened to my father. They never push, never press, but as the days go by I’m starting to feel things I swore I’d never let in. But there are forces beyond what we feel. There are things that will try to tear us asunder and in the end, the choice is mine. To save or damn, to mend or break. less

Love was never meant for me, I was never meant for love. Everything was confusing, nothing was right and it refused to make sense no matter what I did. The men with me when I woke were nothing I had ever imagined and all I wanted was to run from them and back into the arms of the familiar. But Earth is lost, lost in a way that meant that I would never see it again and all that was left to me was the strange men, the strange things they make me feel, and magic burning up through my body... moreLove was never meant for me, I was never meant for love. Everything was confusing, nothing was right and it refused to make sense no matter what I did. The men with me when I woke were nothing I had ever imagined and all I wanted was to run from them and back into the arms of the familiar. But Earth is lost, lost in a way that meant that I would never see it again and all that was left to me was the strange men, the strange things they make me feel, and magic burning up through my body. But there are things stranger than the way I feel in the magic of Miraki and in the end it will be my decision to take what they make me feel and who I’m becoming and make a decision that could save or end everything. less