Sinful Surrender Series by N. Slater

By far, I am the smartest in my family, however when it comes to relationships, my best attempt was a disaster. My ex-fiancé’s obsession with me and my top-secret dissertation knows no bounds, not even when I slap a restraining order on his difficult ass.He keeps promising me forever and all I want to do is hide behind the two things that have never lied to me: sugar and numbers... moreBy far, I am the smartest in my family, however when it comes to relationships, my best attempt was a disaster. My ex-fiancé’s obsession with me and my top-secret dissertation knows no bounds, not even when I slap a restraining order on his difficult ass.He keeps promising me forever and all I want to do is hide behind the two things that have never lied to me: sugar and numbers. They’ve never failed me, never pretended to be anything different, and offer a perfect distraction from a life that has only provided me trauma.Until three men walk into my life to complete a kitchen renovation I didn’t ask for. It wouldn’t have been so bad had I not slept with two of them yesterday and the other one hot as sin salivating over the chance to bend me over the unfinished counter.What should have been a quick business transaction and a one-night stand finds me knees deep in a world I had no idea existed. More than just my dissertation is on the line, the connection between my ex, my work, and these men way more tangled than I had ever anticipated.For once in my life I’ll have to trust more than just numbers and sugars.I’ll have to trust the three men who have vowed to keep me safe from a world I don’t understand.It helps that I’m falling in love with all three of them but will the universe let me be that greedy or will this little tidbit of happiness be ripped from me too?This is an 18+ Dark MMMM Romance made for mature audiences. It is the first installment in the Sinful Surrender series and does end on a mild cliffhanger. less

Playing with numbers and eating sugar used to consume my life. Now, I’m running off to Paris with three men I’ve given my heart to. Aside from them and Paval, there’s no one I can trust. No one I can lean on. And when the last of my foundation betrays me, I know that this is only the beginning of a very long and dark road... morePlaying with numbers and eating sugar used to consume my life. Now, I’m running off to Paris with three men I’ve given my heart to. Aside from them and Paval, there’s no one I can trust. No one I can lean on. And when the last of my foundation betrays me, I know that this is only the beginning of a very long and dark road. Gianni, Dmitri, and Valentyn are my only hope of surviving this madness, which means learning about who these men truly are and the lengths they’ll go to protect our new family. Hawk International has the answers we’re looking for, however, it can’t truly be that easy, right? The first time my phone rings, we all realize that maybe, just this once, we’re in over our heads. Numbers won’t save me this time and I’m not sure my men will be able to either.This is an 18+ Dark MMMM Insta-Romance made for mature audiences. CW can be found in the Author's Note. It is the second installment in the Sinful Surrender series and ends with a HFN. less

The world of college and chaos brings a whole new challenge that I’m determined to master just like I’ve done everything else. Long nights of studying and navigating fraternities has me searching for something more exciting.Which is how I stumble onto the exclusive underground fights—a new passion that demands my knowledge of numbers, quick thinking, and snark.The unmatched violence that happens down in these hallowed halls has my heart pumping out of my chest... moreThe world of college and chaos brings a whole new challenge that I’m determined to master just like I’ve done everything else. Long nights of studying and navigating fraternities has me searching for something more exciting.Which is how I stumble onto the exclusive underground fights—a new passion that demands my knowledge of numbers, quick thinking, and snark.The unmatched violence that happens down in these hallowed halls has my heart pumping out of my chest. And when it brings me face to face with the woman I haven’t been able to stop thinking about—Tia—I can’t seem to let go of a world that will ultimately destroy me.Except, Tia isn’t mine. She’s his. Cairo’s.He didn’t seem keen on sharing until I realize that there’s more than meets the eye. The attraction between Tia and I runs hot and heavy just as I knew it would but the growing feelings and the way Cairo so easily submits terrifies me.When he pleads for me to rid him of the demons trying to swallow him whole, who am I to say no?I’m determined to escape this new obsession with both Cairo and Tia beside me. I won’t be able to choose between them.Here’s to hoping they won’t make me. Facing the Music is Paval's story set 20 years after the ending of Craving Vengeance. A standalone in the SInful Surrender Series, Facing the Music is an 18+ Dark MMF Contemporary Romance with several MM themes. Characters from previous installments will appear in this installment but don't have to be read before this one. TW/CW can be found in the author's note. less

For better or worse, they say.I call bullshit.Three years ago, I had my best friend at my side, a husband, and a dream to be the best army doctor there was. My name would be on the lips of every soldier who walked into a clinic bearing my last name.Now?My best friend succumbed to the demons in his head, my husband left me, and my dream of being a doctor is anything other than exciting. Nothing but the sweet taste of the alcohol can dull the pain... moreFor better or worse, they say.I call bullshit.Three years ago, I had my best friend at my side, a husband, and a dream to be the best army doctor there was. My name would be on the lips of every soldier who walked into a clinic bearing my last name.Now?My best friend succumbed to the demons in his head, my husband left me, and my dream of being a doctor is anything other than exciting. Nothing but the sweet taste of the alcohol can dull the pain.Until my brother and his squad return from their tour, bringing three sinfully gorgeous but off-limit men who only want what’s best for me. With soft caresses and lingering gazes, I’m falling for three men I can’t have.But when they are the only thing protecting me from spiraling, I cling to the love and hope they’re offering.Between last-minute missions, possessive soldiers, and a romance that my brother will definitely not approve of, everything as I know it will be forever changed. An 18+ Dark MMMM Military Contemporary Romance. less