I used to wish for him in the stars. Every night before bed, I wished for one night with him. The one person I wasn’t allowed to have. A man eight years older than me. A man who’s been in my life since I was born. My brother’s best friend. Saint Delacore. He was my everything. My secret. No one knew I harbored this consuming crush for him. But I never thought I’d actually act on the dirty fantasies that I desperately wanted to be my reality. Until one trip. One night. One hotel room... moreI used to wish for him in the stars. Every night before bed, I wished for one night with him. The one person I wasn’t allowed to have. A man eight years older than me. A man who’s been in my life since I was born. My brother’s best friend. Saint Delacore. He was my everything. My secret. No one knew I harbored this consuming crush for him. But I never thought I’d actually act on the dirty fantasies that I desperately wanted to be my reality. Until one trip. One night. One hotel room. One taste that left me damned. Damned to keep wanting him. Only, how much time did I really have with a man I wasn’t supposed to have? less