Ruin Series by Julie Anne Addicott

On the outside, I am perfect. On the inside, something sinister lurks. I am sick and I cannot be cured. I use them, abuse them, then sell them to the highest bidder. But there’s Glen. He’s mine. My addiction, my sanity, my destruction. His touch calms the monster that lurks beneath my skin. If I continue on this path, I could lose him, and I refuse to let that happen. In my world, some people find hope. Some find hell. And some… find me... moreOn the outside, I am perfect. On the inside, something sinister lurks. I am sick and I cannot be cured. I use them, abuse them, then sell them to the highest bidder. But there’s Glen. He’s mine. My addiction, my sanity, my destruction. His touch calms the monster that lurks beneath my skin. If I continue on this path, I could lose him, and I refuse to let that happen. In my world, some people find hope. Some find hell. And some… find me. My Name is Tryst can be read as a complete stand alone. This M/M novel is not a romance.*If you have triggers it is strongly advised you use the 'look inside' feature before purchasing this eBook* *Carlie's full story (an M/F Love Story) can be found in Love Lost Her Way. less

From the outside, my life was picture perfect. On the inside, something sinister lurked. I thought he was sick. I thought I could fix him. All I wanted was for him to love me. I was used and abused. Sold to the highest bidder. Unloved. Unseen. Unheard. Until Declan. He was my saviour. He helped me believe in the power of unconditional love. Then, he was gone. When love is lost, and there’s no hope left, how do you go on? While this novel does end with a HEA, it is not a traditional romance.