I never intended to be back in Miles Barlow's orbit. Not after everything that happened between us two years ago. I thought I had it all figured out-he was just another guy who couldn't handle the mess of my life. But when push comes to shove, I find myself running to Oak Ridge, Kentucky and straight into the arms of the man I despise.He's the last person I want to turn to. But I'm out of options, and I don't have the strength to keep pretending I'm fine... moreI never intended to be back in Miles Barlow's orbit. Not after everything that happened between us two years ago. I thought I had it all figured out-he was just another guy who couldn't handle the mess of my life. But when push comes to shove, I find myself running to Oak Ridge, Kentucky and straight into the arms of the man I despise.He's the last person I want to turn to. But I'm out of options, and I don't have the strength to keep pretending I'm fine. So, we strike a deal: we'll fake a relationship while I try to heal. But I can't trust him. Not after what he did.I'm here to heal, but not to stay. Oak Ridge is just another stop in my constant search for something-anything-that feels like home. And even if he's every bit as infuriating and irresistible as I remember, I won't let him close again. But the more time we spend together, the harder it gets to keep pretending, and the more I realize - maybe I don't hate him as much as I thought.Content warnings: this title contains detailed sexual content and other potential triggers less