Blackwell Bastards Series by Sadie Hunt

Once upon a time, three men almost ruined me. Now they're the only refuge I've got. Stumbling on the luxury house in the woods seems like a godsend when I’m on the run for my life — until I realize the three men who destroyed me live there. Jude exercises his demons through his drawings — and I’m his newest obsession. Nolan is uniquely equipped to manage my medical condition but has a weakness of his own that just might kill him. And then there’s the worst one of all, Rafe... moreOnce upon a time, three men almost ruined me. Now they're the only refuge I've got. Stumbling on the luxury house in the woods seems like a godsend when I’m on the run for my life — until I realize the three men who destroyed me live there. Jude exercises his demons through his drawings — and I’m his newest obsession. Nolan is uniquely equipped to manage my medical condition but has a weakness of his own that just might kill him. And then there’s the worst one of all, Rafe. F*cking Rafe, who acts like nothing in the world can touch him — especially me — but wakes up screaming in the night. They’re ruinous evil bastards. Huge. Reckless. Dangerous. But they have the key to the mystery I’m trying to solve. And the truth is? I’ve got nowhere else to go. Now the question isn’t whether I can overcome what they did to me — but whether I’ll survive what they have planned for me now. *Release date may be moved forward. *. less

Once upon a time, three men almost destroyed me. Now they're the only ones who can save me. Living with the three men who ruined me in high school was supposed to be temporary, a refuge from the trafficking ring hunting me. But that was before I fell into their web of passion and danger. Nolan is the medic obsessed with hearing the beat of my faulty heart - and he has a secret of his own... moreOnce upon a time, three men almost destroyed me. Now they're the only ones who can save me. Living with the three men who ruined me in high school was supposed to be temporary, a refuge from the trafficking ring hunting me. But that was before I fell into their web of passion and danger. Nolan is the medic obsessed with hearing the beat of my faulty heart - and he has a secret of his own. In the middle of the night, I can always find Jude, drawing me in his sketchbook, ready to hold me until I can sleep. And then there’s Rafe, who has demons of his own. I just didn’t know I was the biggest one of all. Now I’m at war with a shadowy world of powerful people who want me dead — and the Blackwell Bastards are the only thing standing between us. Trusting the three men who ruined my life wasn’t on my Bingo card. But loving them? Loving them may kill us all. less

Once Upon a time, three men almost broke me. Now they're ready to die for me. *Book Three in the Blackwell Bastards series featuring Nolan, Jude, Rafe, and Lilah. Details withheld to prevent spoilers. Please see content warning at beginning of book. *.